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my sister lives on the mantelpiece

I’ve been trying so hard to do well and everyone is still telling me I should give up and I really don’t think I can try anymore, I can’t change, I’m so stressed out and exhausted I can’t sleep, I don’t know what I’m supposed to do there’s nothing more I can do

4 months with my gorgeous boy today, right now he’s sleeping next to me and I don’t think he’ll see this post till later, but I want him to know; Christopher, you’re my world, you make me happier than I’ve ever been. I feel complete when I’m with you. You’ve been my best friend for so long and I’m so glad, I couldn’t ask for a better best friend or a more wonderful boyfriend, these last four months have been amazing. You’re so strong and I’m so proud of you. You’re all I could ever wish for. You’re gorgeous, you’re funny, you’re kind, you’re smart, you’re caring, you’re cute, you keep me safe. I really can’t see me spending the rest of my life with anyone else. I love you, only you.

I do not know what
To say or how to say it
Just know I love you

Christopher and I watched Perks today and I cried like a baby, not because of the film but because Charlie reminds me of Christopher so much and it isn’t fair

I want to meet this girl but we’re not that close really because of reasons and I think it would be awkward but I think she’s really nice and I don’t know whatever it’s just too complicated like yeah

for some reason whenever I like someone they tend to like me back so I think that’s why it shocks me so much whenever people don’t like me back this is probably the most arrogant thing I’ve ever said

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